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| Right after this seminar by Dr. Gary Chapman, learning how to deal with anger in a loving manner, I've just the chance to practice that. Anger is boiling inside me right now. Choosing not to yell and scream unproductively is progress but I don't know how to lovingly confront this situation. Those who were there today will know what I'm talking about. How do you confront someone lovingly when each time you don't meet their expectations, they pull out the guilt card? Soooo difficult to act loving towards someone who's showing little love for you. What to do? I'm having hard enough time not exploding right now >_<
*inhale/exhale deeply*
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| Man for the past month or so my dreams have been strangely similar.
- It's always in a water setting. Not wide and spacious but like it's a big lake in your back yard in width but seems to be as far as an ocean and it's always a foreign place...like a vacation place...a camping-roughing-it kind of vacation place.
- There's always something uneasy - flood, big waves that crawls upwards to swallow land, people falling into the water, thunder and lightning (all different dreams)
I wonder why this is the case. I told my co-worker and he says it's a sign that I will soon wet my bed. Well, I wondered if having a full bladder had anything to do with it but I don't think so now cuz the most recent dream, I had just gone before I slept so I'm sure I didn't need to go. I googled a dream interpretation site during work since it was quiet but the answers were vague and different for every site so pointless. Oh wellz, just weird that majority of the dreams I remember lately are like that.
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| Man I've been sluggish all winter, even though I've been busy and working. Most of the time, I feel all drowsy and half-dead. Not to mention I'm slowly becoming obese. So that's why I took advantage of today since it's dry outside, to take a short jog. I really appreciate having an mp3 player now because it does help make it easier when I have something else to focus on other than thinking that my nose is drippy, my legs are going to break off, and my ears are frozen. Well, I knew it would still be cold outside so I wrapped my scarf around my head (yes I look like an Indian man but with a pink head wrap) so I'm sure the drivers that went pass me thought that I had an unusually large head. But hey, it makes a big difference cuz my ears were warm for once! Hopefully I'd keep jogging a habit cuz I've gained like 15-20lbs of flab and it ain't pretty.
Tomorrow is Mission Fest! Weeee!
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| As I was browsing through YouTube I came across something that some people probably already saw but since I don't have Fox I haven't seen it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=evwxD2LQ3js&NR
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P2CGQTWOB00&NR
While I was watching this I got really upset. I can't understand how people can twist love into hatred and justify that it is God's word, saying that every disaster is the judgment of God, and condemning people to hell as if they have control over God. One lady gets onto national television preaching these words and then the world gains yet another impression and stereotype of Christians being...the only word that comes to mind...crazy! Do they just bring her onto TV for entertainment and to attract more viewers? Why ask her to come onto a popular channel multiple times so she can have another chance to spread craze? Why have these people argue with her in what seems like a useless bashing of each other and either way, not displaying the love and grace of God. That lady's daughters, who are so young, are already saying crazy things like how they hate everyone who does not go to their church. Like...uh where is the love? I don't know if I should ridicule them for not having a mind of their own or admire them for their extreme passion. Either way, if anything, they are driving people away from God. How unproductive.
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| Snow is so beautiful. What would make it perfect is that it melts when it hits concrete 
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